April 1, 2010

It's April Fools..... I feel like a fool.......

Oh hey........ April Fool's.......... today I don't quite feel in the mood to pull some awesome/extreme prank...... but I do feel like a fool. Does that count??






Outfit Deets:
Dress - Marshalls $19.99
Shoes - Charlotte Russe $10ish
Earrings - Kohl's gift

Sooooooo...... I feel very discombobulated currently....... I feel like my life is going in many different directions and I need to figure out what in the world to do with it. As some of you may know *or not know*, in 2 weeks I'm officially done at my 9-5 sports marketing job. I've decided that I want to be an Elementary school teacher! Awesome right? Well yeah, kinda..... So I picked up a substitute temp position while I attempt to work on getting my certification. Soooo... I'll be working the subbing temp and working at Mac Grill still. So, I can probably pay all the bills yada yada yada...... However, last night.... my roommate told me that she's moving out on June 1st when the lease is up. Awesome......... or not. Sooooo... I either need to find a frickin' ridic cheap apartment for myself, or a roommate, or move... home... cough cough... but that's my ultimate last option and only if I just have zero dollars in my bank account. Don't get me wrong, I LOVEEEE my parents... but I can't go from living on my own for 5 years, to moving back in with them. Total change. Something I doubt I'm prepared for. I'm also waiting to hear if I even got accepted to go back to school for the teaching cert. I may not know for another 2 weeks........ So now, I have to trust that He knows everything... and has some sort of plan for my crazy life. OK... I'm done. Thanks for "listening"......

I'm sorry for the rant.... sometimes you just need to vent it all out..... whether people read it or not......


Ciao bellas <3

12 comments:

Chaucee said...

God definitely has a plan for your life! Whether it's moving back home temporarily, or finding a new awesome roommate, it's all going to be for the better of yourself!

By the way- SUPER cute dress!! Spring is so awesome.

Amy said...

Oh sweetie, don't worry! It will all work out- it always does... and if not, you can come live me with here in Boston. I live right next door to an elementary school too! ;)

Big Hugs,
Amy

Amy said...

Oh sweetie, don't worry! It will all work out- it always does... and if not, you can come live me with here in Boston. I live right next door to an elementary school too! ;)

Big Hugs,
Amy

Rebekah @ Shell Blog said...

OH MY GOSH!!! i'm crossing EVERYTHING for you!!! taking a leap of faith is the hardest thing to do (trust me--i'm with you and about to do the same thing, since we decided i'm going to quit my job and stay home with the twins). i've been absolutely FREAKING about money, etc., but honestly, i have to keep reminding myself of everything we went through to have these babies and that it was in god's plan for us to have twins, which means he'll provide for us. i know that the sooner i take my own fears out of the equation and just trust him, it will all work out, but that's easier to say than to do!

Amanda said...

Cute outfit! I really like your dress!

xx, Amanda (Not So Naked)

Clare said...

I love those wedges! You look kind of country, but in the best possible way.

Fashion Therapist said...

Best of luck with school and your decision about moving home. I totally understand that feeling, but hey it's temporary...and for a good reason so it may not be so bad.

BTW - yes my dress was kids. :)

Mademoiselle Frou-Frou said...

good luck with the job/money situation...a girl as stylish as you can make something wonderful work out!
xoxo alison

Kyla said...

I love these last couple of dresses you're wearing. So cute and ridiculously flattering (i.e. HAWT!).

Try not to stress about things too much. Just follow your gut and everything will work out. It always does!

Christen said...

I'm sorry to hear about your roommate moving out. It's really hard when your whole life is changing at the same time. It can be so overwhelming and stressful especially when it involves money. I hope you get everything figured out. Just remember everything is temporary. In just a little while everything will be worked out - you just have to get there.

Bekah said...

i'm so excited for you!!! i think this is a very good and big step. what a FUN teacher you will be!!!

so sad about char. what is she doing? where is she going? if i hear of anything in the city i'll let you know! i COMPLETELY understand about moving back in with your parents. i haven't lived at home since i've been 17. i can't imagine going back now and i love them more than almost all my friends combined. its just different. :)

praying for you just now!!
love love

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